I once thought if I could only create a certain place wouldn’t that be great and wouldn’t that attract a certain group and wouldn’t that…

Then it all blew up and there was a time that no one new for sure if we would even make it as a fellowship. I was put in a position I would have never dreamed of being in.

In the end, through all of that God was working his plan, not mine, His way, not mine and all the things that were in the books didn’t make any difference. My ability to either counter or copy the latest fad or the old one had no impact.

I finally got back to the place where it was about people, people in ones and twos, people who were hurting for whatever reason. It took me awhile to get there but I realize another chapter is beginning, my backtrack journey has come to an end and with it my need to write about it, to vent my feelings.

Who knows, maybe I will start something different but maybe I won’t, and maybe this was enough. A place to share what I was going through.

Thanks to all the great people who have stopped by along the way. Thanks for all the great blogs listed on the side. Many of you helped me in deeper ways than you will ever know.

Pray for me as I continue on, one leg down, the next to come. I will try to remember to pray for you.